Billie - Hello ladies and gents, My name is Billie Akins. To start this off I just want to let everyone know, feel free to contact me if you need someone to talk to.
Born August 21st, 1996. Being raised by a single mother, and a older brother named William (Will for short). Father was no where in the picture and still to this present day has no contact with me. I have a sister who is older named Rachel. Rachel and myself have the same father but different mothers. My brother also has a different father. I've moved around numerous times, due to different reasons (rather not say).
At the age of 9 years old is when my mother went through a really bad depression stage and decided it was best for her to end her life. It's very hard and emotional to make it through day by day but I continue to hold my head high. I know she would want me to.
I graduated highschool with a 3.8 GPA from Gateway Christian Homeschooling. I was going to Millington but got bullied a lot and was in numerous altercations with other students. My grades were absolutely terrible in public school.
Music is a huge part of my life, I love playing my guitars and I enjoy writing music. There are numerous bands that have made a tremendous impact in my life. I've had times where I thought I wouldn't be able to make it through the day. Other days I've gotten mad at people close to me due to small things. I tend to push people away and tend to lock in all of my feelings until one day I just erupt. I don't have too many friends, I'm too shy to talk to people. If they come up and talk to me I have confidence but I can't approach people for nothing (lol). I'm not really that great at talking about myself.
If there is one thing I can say about any of this, let me say this. If you're feeling lost and alone, just know that you're not the only one. Also know that there are people out there that love you whether they show it or not. There are people you can go to that will talk to you endlessly when you need them. I recently just found that out. Don't bundle in your emotions and beat yourself up. You're stronger than that. Keep that head up and follow your dreams no matter how hard it gets.